Thursday, January 13, 2011

Can I have my emotions back please? Thank you.

You hear about women doing crazy things when they're pregnant and feeling like they don't have any control over their emotions. Well, I feel like I have reached that side. Poor Andrew. I mean the littlest thing can make feel like a Jr. high girl who claims that "no one understands".  Just the other night I ended up crying like a child (really) because Andrew "hurt my feelings". This is how it went down. I was studying downstairs and my dear sweet husband was upstairs making dinner for us. Tacos, beans and rice....delightful. At the end of the meal there was some left over ground beef, well if you know Andrew and I, we RARELY eat left overs. Andrew was going to toss it out but I told him I could eat it for lunch tomorrow. Andrew let out a sigh (he probably didn't believe me, I don't blame him) and started to look for a container to put it in. Then he opens the fridge and shows me a container with left over ground beef in it. I lost it. I BURST into tears. I mean you should have seen the look on his face. Confusion, disbelief, MORE confusion. Dang you, ground beef. The night ended well with him coming and snuggling with me and me apologizing for being so emotional.  Not to mention I am so needy.  Andrew got up to brush his teeth the other night and I burst into tears again cause he was leaving. Seriously?! Yes, seriously. This is no joke people. I am sure he would LOVE to laugh at me but that would only cause more tears.  I know some of you reading might be thinking, "wow she is an emotional basket case" perhaps but then maybe you have never been pregnant.  All it really takes is for some great convos with my friends who have been there to make me feel normal again. And then I usually think "Wow, I am not that bad."  I am hoping this is temporary in my pregnancy. Come on Baby G, give mama her emotions back. Thank you.

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